Is there anything more peak depression than...

Not a competition. Vent your lows here if you need to.

I’ll start. My tonight was eating microwaved brick ramen in a dark room, crying in bursts while listening to the B-side of The Beatles Abbey Road and wondering how I can lessen people’s need to have me around in the future so when I die it hurts them less.

I had a breakdown because i couldnt spend an amazon gift card

like crying at my friends because i was too broken to even spend money

Had to see my brother, whom I have not spoken to since 2010, because we were both at a funeral for my grandfather and it triggered my suicidal thoughts. I think my cope that way because when I was younger I couldn’t get away from the abusiveness of the situation.