| please let me die today |   | 
| every time I fail to go through with killing myself I end up regretting it I feel farther and farther away from being able to Just let me fast forward to the end |   | 
| posting here instead of being an emotional vampire |   | 
| The worst is when you canβt even run from your problems Youβre emotionally exhausted but thereβs others βcounting on youβ I want to be dead |   |